Because – I am crazy busy today conducting the Bitch Train, so I had to dig something out of the vault.
because I can’t stay mad at him
I turn my anger within
because I can’t take the pain
when it hits me like a freight train
because I want to die
but can’t even cry
because I’ve forgotten how to trust
and most just disgust
me with their advances
I no longer even take chances
because the lies are too many to count
and the promises just don’t amount
to much or anything at all
but I still take the fucking fall
because I have forgotten how to fight
forgotten wrong from right
because my head is a mess
and my heart is in distress
because I know what I must do
even though I don’t want to
because the pain is unbearable
and it makes me feel just terrible
because forever is a long time
to pay for one’s crime
