The Lesser Me

Sometimes I see the lesser me

the girl who I don’t want to be

The girl with jealous eyes

who still frets, who still cries

Sometimes I don’t have the strength

I sit right down and I break

Yet, I’m stubborn, I push everyone away

it’s just easier to do it my own way

You’d think I would have learned by now

but I still mess it up somehow

I have more words I wanted to write

they are stuck in my throat, I can’t even get that right

15 thoughts on “The Lesser Me

    • Did you miss the line “I’m stubborn, I push everyone away” LOL It’s like I walk around with my own noose around my neck, but I’m too short to actually hang myself. But I’m more gooder now πŸ˜‰


  1. Although I have been suffering from short term memory loss the past couple of weeks, I seem to remember telling *someone* that I won’t ask for help. Can’t do it. Don’t know how to do it. Refuse to do it. If I were drowning (which seems to be every day), I would not splash around begging for a rope because I would be too busy telling myself to fucking focus and SWIM (even though I know damned well I have no clue how to swim). Yep — I know the feeling. πŸ˜‰ Best thing about being in the water, though? No one sees the tears. ❀

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  2. Omg bb!! Fuck *buries face under blankets* I am catching up on blogs today and just came from Willow to here. My brain is seriously fkd. Please forgive me. You are a unique and stunning soul- I seriously adore you…so pretty please forgive my mind flatline so I can keep visiting (with whipcream and 2 cherries on top)- πŸ’‹πŸ’‹πŸ’‹

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